Was this at the apartment’s pool? Yes. Was he laying on the ground? Yes.
I posted about fitness a lot, weird recipes that I liked, outfits, party decor, and more. For over a year, I created blog posts just because I wanted to. I didn’t get paid. But this blog actually gave me LIFE. I was fine going to my oral surgery job and taking bloody gauze out of teenager’s mouths even though I knew I wasn’t going to apply again for dental school, because it was making enough money for me to invest in my passions. Eventually, the bloody gauze/oral surgery got old and I moved on to another pharmaceutical company. If you’ve ever worked for pharmaceutical companies, you know that there is always a possibility of them cutting your program and laying off everyone. That happened to me. Twice. My blog was still not making money but I still loved it. Thank God for TJ who quickly picked up photography as a skill, by the way. I kept going, working on my blog not knowing where it would take me, but also started seeing emails coming in from brands offering me money to create content for them. One company asked us to go to the Outer Banks for a week and create marketing content AND get paid for it. I was like “free vacation? WHAT? Yeah!!”. While that trip was a blast, it was NOT a vacation. It was a lot of hard work. That week I learned that blogging is not just blogging. It is creative directing/planning, photographing, filming, social media marketing, styling, editing, producing, responding to emails from brands and readers, reaching out to businesses (literally writing a sales email), reading through contracts, negotiating, branding, accounting, and more. We had to create multiple blog posts, capture great images of each thing we did, each restaurant we went to, all while continuing to put up posts while we were there. Sounds fun and it was fun but all I am saying is that it is WORK. In fact, since we started the blog, we haven’t taken a “vacation”. We took a few days in St. Lucia to relax but a lot of the time was spent working.
Let’s fast forward to when we arrived back from our honeymoon. TJ and I had talked about the possibility of my blog becoming a full-time job several times but with our wedding on the horizon, it was NOT in the cards. Especially since I wanted our wedding to be in Charleston. When that was over, it was still not in the cards. We needed to save for a house. We needed to have my steady income in order to qualify for a certain amount for a loan, blah, blah all of that stuff. We eventually found our house and a few days after we closed, I put in my 3 weeks notice at my job. This was probably the hardest decision I ever made in my entire life. After finally finding a company I absolutely loved with the best managers in the world, I was going to leave it along with the people I grew to love, and focus on my own business. The next three weeks were hard, some days I asked myself “did I make the wrong decision?”, “is it too late to just say JK nevermind”, “are my work friends and I going to stay friends”? And I received questions on repeat like “how does your blog even make money”, “does TJ make enough/is he okay with it” (of course he is… we are married and talk about financial things). My blog income began to reach my regular income. My parents actually encouraged me to make the change which was very important to me. My mom, the one who always told me how to fix up my resume, the one who told me to never leave a job under one year, the VP of HR, encouraged me to become an entrepreneur. That meant a lot to me.
So, on December 21st, 2017, I drove to my job one last time. I wasn’t going to tell anyone and I certainly was not going to make some big announcement on my blog which would only add more pressure to me to be successful but here we are. This was on my heart and needed to be written.
Incase you want to read a good post about the truth about blogging, read this. It is much less glamorous than it sounds. I’ll be working way more than 40 hrs a week. I will have to learn how to prioritize, focus, and learn to not leave my office every 30 minutes for a snack. I am really excited though because although I am not 100% sure where this blog will go from here, I know that I am finally working for myself… a dream that I always had. There were so many jobs I was rejected for after college but I am so thankful those never worked out.
I guess I’m just writing this all out so that 1) I can be more transparent, “real” about my life and 2) if you have a passion, work hard and stay consistent, good things will happen. I remember graduating from college and seeing everyone’s Facebook status say “I’m so excited to officially announce that I have accepted ____” or “have been accepted to ___ school” while I was getting “no” after “no” for any job or school I applied for. Turns out, I wasn’t meant to go to dental school. I wasn’t meant to be in pharmaceutical sales. If something isn’t working out for you, you can either keep trying (if you’re really passionate about it), or you can sit back and take a look at WHY you are wanting that job or that opportunity. If the why has anything to do with just financial reasons or status reasons you should probably think more about what it is you want to do.
You can expect new posts here every M, W, F until I get my schedule/routine down. Hope you’ll continue to visit! Thank you so much for taking the time to read any of my posts over the past 3.5 years.
xo, Shelby
